Oh If Only {For Him... The Missing Angel}

Oh, if only I could find the time.
If only I could just rewind the days,
and find the friend I lost,
oh, some five years ago.

I never knew I'd miss you so
and never thought you'd let me go
so easily you've gone away.
One day I plan to find you,
make you stay here, lay with me dear,
just remember, just remember.

You said smile and that I did,
but I am no longer that kid.
A smile is plastered on my face
just to remember,

and now I drink,
though not for taste,
a beer for everyday I waste away
without you here.

You said I'd like it, but I don't.
Said I was like you,
but I think my soul is seperate
though it's near.

So now I search for you my Angel.
You're my Demon in disguise.
You corrupted me so many years ago
and saved my life,
but you could never have imagened
that without you things got worse,

though life is good there is no ocean.
Wingless, skyless on this earth...
It may seem I am doing better,
but I'm still here tragically cursed...
© 2009