Real Man (Rap)

Current mood: annoyed
Category: Writing and Poetry


You won't see me lookin'
'cause my minds on someone else
and I'm fine all by myself.
I'm so tired of pleasin' everyone else
and settlin' for bullshit.
I put my standards on the shelf.
But I can't keep excepting the stories.
No more puff puff pass.
No more shame to my glory.
No more drink and ignore me.
Ain't no nigga's it's not me
You say nigga you might be one
But I'm not see
So I guess I'm above thee.
Now yall wanna fight me 'cause I won't join you
Man go puff puff a red pass and get ya dumb ass back to class
You want a women or a slut?
I ain't ya daddy's little girl
I can rock your world without
helpin' you bust a nut.
You need to treat me like the queen I am
'cause I don't want a little boy I want a REAL MAN.
© 2006

Bury Me In All My Favorite Colors

Current mood: contemplative
Category: Writing and Poetry


Wrap me up in snow white sheets and put me in a box (Put me in a box).
Tie me up in ribbons but instead of bows just end them all in knots.
My life was not so pretty, but I took it day to day (took it day to day).
Every pain you caused me it's a wonder that you didn't turn me gay.

Nothing ever comes from nothing.
One day you'll amount to somthing.
Never tell me I should quit.
Ending life so full of shit.
Live forever time goes on.
Never have to miss what has not gone.
I know I can't keep breathing.
Oneday I know my heart will stop beating.
Drink the blood of my past lovers and
Bury me in all my favorite colors.

Black is just the color won't you dress for the occasion (dress for the occasion).
If lifes a radio then death must lead to better stations in the grave.
I just don't think I'm ready. I don't wanna leave (don't wanna leave).
It's not my time now watch I always have kept something up my sleeve.

Nothing ever comes from nothing.
One day you'll amount to somthing.
Never tell me I should quit.
Ending life so full of shit.
Live forever time goes on.
Never have to miss what has not gone.
I know I can't keep breathing.
Oneday I know my heart will stop beating.
Drink the blood of my past lovers and
Bury me in all my favorite colors.

Crimson running through my veins. I think I'm still alive (I'm still alive).
This is my last chance I hope to God I get it right this time I
think I just might give it up and live with no regrets (with no regrets).
'Cause I don't wanna have to live not knowing quite for sure just what comes next.

To rearrange the spotless mind
is fine for stranger things have nought been thought by thoughts of mine
the danger lies in keeping silent
all these lines the kind you find you try to find but nevermind
in all good time the spotless mind
will grind design and shape a crystal clear of grime...

Am I a friend? To anyone that flashes me a smile.
Let's make amends. I never want to walk a lonely mile.
Am I afraid? Of everything that goes bump in the night.
Let's just pretent. The end for me is so far out of sight.

I know
we could never see what's to become of us.
I know
it's always ashes fall to ashes dust to dust.
I know
never isn't something known for sure, but
I know
that forever is forever never more.

Nothing ever comes from nothing.
One day you'll amount to somthing.
Never tell me I should quit.
Ending life so full of shit.
Live forever time goes on.
Never have to miss what has not gone.
I know I can't keep breathing.
Oneday I know my heart will stop beating.
Drink the blood of my past lovers and
Bury me in all my favorite colors.
© 2006

Who wants me for Christmas? (Rap Song)

Current mood: creative
Category: Writing and Poetry


Spoken:
I know you want lil' old me
underneath your Christmas tree.
Better than a PSP.
Bigger than Nintendo's Wii.
Fuck your Xbox 360.
This year who wants me?

Verse 1:
I'll be home for christmas time
Singin' songs with lame ass rhymes
Bring mistle toe and I'll be fine
Some bubbly, sherry, brandy, wine.
Asshole it's the holiday.
Find out this year which one's gay.
Uncle bill or gramma may?
No one quite knows what to say.
Something's better left unsaid
"Mommy gave dad's best friend head!"
Now brad wouldn't be caught dead
sitting next to uncle fred at dinner.
Here's a winner son.
Grandpa joe has brought his gun.
Grandma got ran over... NO!
She bent over like a hoe!
I'm thinkin' this year's gonna be
Different somehow just for me
maybe 'cause I'm so horny... wait.
What's under the christmas tree?

Bridge 1:
Oooh baby won't you deck my hall?
I got your cookies and milk.
Come on now oh baby we'll have a ball
in sheets of satin and silk..
I know you're gettin tired of family affairs.
So baby come get yours while they get theirs!

I know you really want me
take me underneath the christmas tree.
You wanna jingle my bells and spank me
It's ok baby can't you see?
Christmas time comes once a year
Your yule log fills me up with "cheer"
Naughty carols in your ear.
Scream so loud you heardly hear
the foot steps on the roof
come through the hallway
and I disappear. But I'll be back next christmas
dressed in ribbons. Cum. Unwrap the gift.

Verse 2:
Damn she was the present the past and the future
didn't have a choice man you know I had to do 'er.
Family can suck it every holiday I fuck it
when she shows up you know how we get down.
We make fireworks new years and fourth o July.
Valentines day I eat 'er pussy sweet as pie.
St. Patties day's for leprachauns she licks my shalale
Easter time we fuck like rabbits got 'er moanin' like crazy
Halloween she plays the victim in a kinky rape game
For thanksgiving stuff the turkey while she's callin out my name.
But my favorite time a year is christmas baby don't you see
I'ma fuck 'er like a ho ho ho under the christmas tree.

Bridge 2:
I'll knock you out with just one touch.
Come back for more. It's not enough.
I can always fuck away the pains of every holiday.
So come on baby have a taste and
Fa la la la la la la with me.

Come kiss me under mistle toe.
Time to make it happen.
Know you love the holiday
where miracles will tap in.
Everynight you're feelin' cold
I'll keep you warm do what I'm told
It's the season for giving and baby I'm willing
just ask me and you shall recieve.
© 2006

The Story of Willy the Boy Who Never Died (Of cancer)

Current mood: artistic
Category: Writing and Poetry


I just can't stay away from ultraviolet rays.
I think the days are just too long to fake my personality.
I know you're wrong when you say everything is going to be ok.
I hate the change but he's the only one who noticed...

I wonder why my pet frog only has three legs.
I thought today would go by faster than it is so curiously.
I know it's wrong to think it, but I feel that charlie might be gay for me.
Just wait and see the change. I know you'll think it's rather strange,
but he won't notice.

I don't think you understand.
Is it too far away to grasp?
I'm wishing you would take my hand.
Is this too serious to laugh?
I can't believe this is the end.
Too bad we can't erase the past.
Everyday I hope and pray that it'll last.

Who's to say you have to go?
'Cause I can't stand the sight..
So please just say you'll never go.
No I don't wanna fight..
But if he sees the differences that I've made...
I tried to change to rearrange my life.
Today you think he'll notice?

I can't stop staring at the microwave OK?
I like the way the radiation makes cool pictures in my brain
I just can't get it through my head, or maybe you can see right through it,
but I never thought he'd notice much a difference.

I may not smoke another pack of cigarettes away
because my lungs are always begging me to stay away, but I
can't seem to find a reason. Kiss me now and 'tis the season
to rape to grow to reep to sow to bend and break. I cannot take this.
How could you have made amends? If only you would notice once again.

I don't think you understand.
Is it too far away to grasp?
I'm wishing you would take my hand.
Is this too serious to laugh?
I can't believe this is the end.
Too bad we can't erase the past.
Everyday I hope and pray that it'll last.

Everynight I lay awake remembering the day you said you liked me.

Everynight I lay awake and remanice of our first kiss. It's frightening
how I go to sleep and dream of how you always seemed to miss me.
But when I wake up everyday I think of how in everyway you lied to me.
Disguised it as a kiss. A hit and miss and I'm the only one who notices the difference.

You can't understand it. This is not the way we planned it.
I could never let you do this. I just can't let you go through this.
All alone inside don't try to hide. Why won't you say you love me.
You're afread to set your life inside my hands. You think I'd crush
your bleeding heart and dirty up my dress then who would dare clean up the mess
that I am sitting in you've shitted in and now it's all a test.

But I don't think you understand.
Is it too far away to grasp?
I'm wishing you would take my hand.
Is this too serious to laugh?
I can't believe this is the end.
Too bad we can't erase the past.
Everyday I hope and pray that it'll last.

You will never understand.
It's just too far away to grasp
I'd wish for you to take my hand
'cause it's too serious to laugh.
And it'll never be the end.
'Cause I refuse to let the past
cause everything we have to fade away
We'll make it last.

Who's to say you have to go?
'Cause I could never stand the sight..
So please just say it isn't so.
We have got to end this fight..
Just look at all of these the differences I've made...
I changed and rearranged my life
today. So, did you notice?
© 2006

The Night 89X Stole Xmas!!!!

Current mood: exhausted
Category: Parties and Nightlife


Oh My God!!!!

89X! (They gave me the rest of their car window stickers and "50 Free Music Downloads" things at their booth and I caught and deflaited two of their Balloons LOL):
I won the Tickets from Holly and I saw her on stage she's so pretty!!!

The Hard Lessons (I caught one of their CDs and I baught their T-shirt.I also caught two of their fliers for their gig on the 26th the day after Christmas):
They were awesome! They're an up and coming band from Detroit and they kick ass! I feel like people should've been going alot more crazy for them than they were. I felt kinda silly yellig alright though. Bu It was really fun. LOL loved the Owls.

Ok Go (I didn't get their hoodie that I wanted...):
:( They didn't bring their tredmills (but according to them we didn't bring ours either so we can't complain) However they had time to kill so they did the thing from Superstar and it was so funny and so kick ass. I was so close to them so close to the front so damn close.

Angels and Airwaves (I didn't see anything to buy from them):
When they came out everyone decided to be asshoes and I ended up getting pushed and crushed so we had to move to the side. Very dissapointing. Not a very good viewpoint but I loved their performance. They played a Blink 182 Song!!!

Taking Back Sunday (I got their shirt):
We managed to get back up to the front for them which kicked ass. This old chick who was there with her daughter was being a bitch. We just pushed past her. She was accusing me of pushing her when I wasn't so I was like fine if you think I am I migh as well actually do it. But god the lead singer is so hot OMG OMFG I could see the sweeat dripping from his chin and nose and LOL Oh! It's so hot when he twirls the microphone!!!! Someone hit the bass player with a shoe.... Right before they got off stage we realized Jordan lost my bag Damnit! So I got pissed and we walked out...

My Chemical Romance (I got their hoodie):
I'm slightly dissappointed we didn't really getta see much of them because I got angry that Jordan lost my bag and then he got upset so when I wanted to go back in he wouldn't come with me. I went in for a little by myself, but It's not as fun alone so after two songs I walked back out. I still enjoyed myself. I hope to see them another time.

We found my bag at the end and Jordan was pissed off and driving wrecklessly. He did a wicked U-turn that scared the hell outa me. We got pulled over for going the wrong way on a one way street. He also got a citation for "Not having his Registration"/"not giving it to the cop when he asked for it" (The cop was being a jack ass Jordan tried to give him his registration and the cop walked away and wouldn't come back). We got lost. My mom got mad at Jordan for Cussing. Jordan said the N-word talking about the cop (not to my mom but to me but not directed at me) We almost crashed. I was terrified. When he calmed down he apologized and said "If we ever got into an accident and you died I wouldn't be able to live with myself. I'd kill myself. That would be so hard to live with. Can you imagen how I'd feel if we got into a car crash and you died it'd be MY fault." He cried! It was the sweetest thing ever. It just shows how much he cares about me. I love you Pooh Bear!

MY Friendship Oath

Current mood: bored
Category: Friends


1.When you are sad I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad.

2. When you are blue, I will dislodge whatever is choking you.

3. When you smile I will know you got laid.

4. When you get scared I will rag on you every chance I get.

5. When you are worried I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be and tell you to quit whining.

6.When you are confused I will use little words.

7.When you are sick, stay the hell away from me until you are well. I don't want whatever you have.

8. When you fall I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass and then think about helping your ass up.

This is my oath... I pledge it till the end. Why may you ask? Because you are MY BEST FRIEND.


REMEMBER- A good friend will help you move but a REALLY good friend will help you move a body. Let me know if I ever have to bring a shovel.