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I'm quite frankly unsatisfied. Many people do many things that make me plenty bothered. People telling me everything is ok when it's not and they're showing it. People telling me I need to get out more. People saying too much. People not saying anything at all. To all the people out there: CUT THE CRAP.

I don't care if you got his number. I don't care if you hurt her feelings. I don't care if I'm a wreck. I don't care if you're mad because I never hangout with you alone. I don't care if your mad I talk to other people. I don't care if you're mad I don't like they guy you like. I think it's rude of you to pull shit with me because your feelings are hurt. I think it's fucked up you made out with him. I think he's a disgusting asshole. I think it's rude you don't defend your friends. I think it's stupid you won't talk to me. I think you need to make better decisions. I think you need to fly solo. I think you need to lose the attitude. I think you need to admit EVERYTHING you've done. I think it's funny you don't know I know. I think you're nosy. I think you've changed. I think you're being paranoid. I'm not here to tell you what to do with your life. I'm not here for you to lean on at all times. I'm not here for you to control. I'm not here for your entertainment. I'm not here for your pleasure. I'm not here for you to toss aside. I'm not waiting forever. You don't have a big butt so stop trying to jiggle the unjiggleable in everyones face. You are very pretty so stop saying you're not. You don't have self esteem issues you just like hearing people tell you you're beautiful. You need to stay faithful to the ones that love you. You need to stop acting like we can't be friends because of how I feel towards you. You need to learn some manners.Everyone should Chill the hell out, stop being immature, be more responsable, stop cheating on people, stop talking to assholes, be a better person, have more respect for your friends, quit talking shit, love yourself, and if you can't... LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE.

P.S. This entire thing is about various people and eachstatment switches between people/topics/issues. All of wich have been discussed already with their respectable counterparts.

One More Time

Using only song names from ONE ARTIST

Cleverly answer these questions...


Pick an artist: System Of A Down


1.) Are you male or female?
Sugar

2.) Describe yourself:
She's Like Heroin

3.) How do you feel about yourself?
Sad Statue

4.) Describe where you currently live:
Sad Statue

5.) If you could go anywhere, where would you go?
Old School Hollywood

6.) Your best friend is:
Psycho

7.) Your favorite color is:
Streamline

8.) You know that:
This Cocaine Makes Me Feel Like I'm On This Song

9.) What's the weather like?
Snowblind

10.) If your life was a television show, what would it be called?
Question!

11.) What is life to you?
Stealing Society

12.) What is the best advice you have to give?
F The System

13.) Your worst enemy is?
Peephole/Spiders/War?

14.) If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
Starlit Eyes

15.) Describe your current relationship?
Shame

16.) Say something about love :
Lonely Day

17.) How do you feel about your parents?
Temper

18.) You're siblings?
Storaged

19.) Describe your job :
Dreaming

20.) What do you do to pass the time?
Violent Pornography

Turn it out

Using only song names from ONE ARTIST

Cleverly answer these questions...


Pick an artist: Sugarcult


1.) Are you male or female?
Pretty Girl (The Way)

2.) Describe yourself:
Beautiful Stalker

3.) How do you feel about yourself?
How Does It Feel/I'm Alright

4.) Describe where you currently live:
Stuck In America

5.) If you could go anywhere, where would you go?
Drive All Day/Destination Anywhere

6.) Your best friend is:
She's The Blade

7.) Your favorite color is:
Blackout

8.) You know that:
You're The One

9.) What's the weather like?
Worst December

10.) If your life was a television show, what would it be called?
Sign Off

11.) What is life to you?
Killing Me

12.) What is the best advice you have to give?
Make Up (Pretty Waste)

13.) Your worst enemy is?
Majoring In Minors

14.) If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
Anna's Touch

15.) Describe your current relationship?
We Come Crashing Down

16.) Say something about love :
Majoring In Minors

17.) How do you feel about your parents?
Made A Mistake

18.) You're siblings?
Say I'm Sorry

19.) Describe your job :
No Action

20.) What do you do to pass the time?
Hate Every Beautiful Day

Try Again

1.) Are you male or female?
Ass Shaker

2.) Describe yourself:
Getting By

3.) How do you feel about yourself?
Face Down

4.) Describe where you currently live:
Home Improvement

5.) If you could go anywhere, where would you go?
20 Hour Drive

6.) Your best friend is:
Your Guardian Angel

7.) Your favorite color is:
Angels Cry

8.) You know that:
Misery Loves Its Company

9.) What's the weather like?
Cat And Mouse

10.) If your life was a television show, what would it be called?
Waiting

11.) What is life to you?
In Fate's Hands

12.) What is the best advice you have to give?
Seventeen Ain't So Sweet

13.) Your worst enemy is?
My Heart

14.) If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
Atrophy

15.) Describe your current relationship?
Disconnected

16.) Say something about love :
Damn Regret

17.) How do you feel about your parents?
Kins And Carrol

18.) You're siblings?
False Pretense

19.) Describe your job :
Justify

20.) What do you do to pass the time?
Love Seat

Music Tells All

Using only song names from ONE ARTIST

Cleverly answer these questions...


Pick an artist: Paramore


1.) Are you male or female?
Born For This

2.) Describe yourself:
For A Pessimist, I'm Pretty Optimistic

3.) How do you feel about yourself?
Let The Flames Begin

4.) Describe where you currently live:
Temporary

5.) If you could go anywhere, where would you go?
Rewind

6.) Your best friend is:
Miracle!

7.) Your favorite color is:
Brighter

8.) You know that:
We are Broken

9.) What's the weather like?
Here We Go Again

10.) If your life was a television show, what would it be called?
Sunday Bloody Sunday

11.) What is life to you?
Pressure

12.) What is the best advice you have to give?
Never Let This Go

13.) Your worst enemy is?
My Heart

14.) If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
That's What You Get

15.) Describe your current relationship?
Conspiracy

16.) Say something about love :
Love's Not A Competition (But I'm Winning)

17.) How do you feel about your parents?
My Hero

18.) You're siblings?
Decoy

19.) Describe your job :
Misery Business

20.) What do you do to pass the time?
Breathe (Until Tomorrow)


PAST COMMENTS
Perris 'Tumbao' Williams
OYURS IS GOOD i like 16 and 20 the best!
March 23, 2008 at 10:41pm

Kiara Vann
I thought about doing it again with a different artist
March 23, 2008 at 10:50pm

Perris 'Tumbao' Williams
do it
March 24, 2008 at 12:00am

Definition of "Taking a Break"

There's never a good time to say these words. When you've found someone who is obviously head over heels, kiss your feet, worship the ground you walk on, enjoy the smell of your hair even if you havn't washed it let alone showered for three days, in love with you. Just what in hell do you do when you don't know how YOU feel? Are we unsure if what we want in life? Yes. Yes we are.

Who am I to say what I want in life at 18? I mean if there are people this young out there who already know then good for them, but I think at 18 I'm entitled to my confusion. For me myself 18 is too young to say forever. Exactly when is it a good time to move on? How can I just up and leave someone I care about? It's never easy to hurt the ones you love, and there's no such thing as letting them down easy. It's always a dent in the ground sort of thud. The simple fact of the matter is we need to decide what we want and we can't do that when we're tied down to one option now can we? But there's the issue of letting go...

What happens when you untie the knot? What if they float away and you can't get another balloon? Well now you're screwed because everyone else has a fucking balloon and you just realised you shoulda never let go the one you had 'cause it was all shiny and blue and you didn't know how pretty a shade of blue it was until you let it go off into the atmosphere, blend in with the sky, and find a nice cloud that probably treats him well and looks better than you do.

If I really think about it... I need to go find a nice cloud before he sucks out all of my helium... or maybe it's I who sucks the helium because I'm deffinetly going insane here.

When You Say "It's Complicated"

So what's the point of cheating? Where's the honesty in that? Are you afraid to tell the truth about your feelings? I think that's called denial... Or maybe it's that you don't want to admit that you're not sure of what you want. Maybe you don't want to look like you don't know what you're doing or maybe you like everyone to think you're in control. Well obviously this isn't working on the inside because you're so busy trying to perfect your illusion that you're ignoring the problem and it's only getting that much more complicated.

When is it time to admit your faults? Obviously it's not easy if the fact that you're not perfect is going to let someone down and I mean sky diving without a parachute hard. There's no good way to put it. When you have about as many bad moments as you do good it turns into one of those long drawn out precalc problems just to see if the good out weighs the bad. Maybe it's like if the answer is even then the good triumphent and you stick it out. Unfortunatly these problems end up with a big NO SOLUTION stamp marked all over it. So it's up to you to decide... what now?

The Problem:

It just might be time for a change in your current situation, and unfortunately it's not as easy as most changes (You don't wanna wear purple today? Change your shirt.) You're decision is likely to affect someone else in a not so positive way... not at the moment anyway, and really youre not even sure the change is a good idea... Hence the dilema.

The Solution:

How the hell should I know? Seriously the only thing to do is... talk about it... New Problem:I can't talk about it with the person that needs to hear it... because I'm afraid of hurting them... but I get this feeling that because of how things are going it might be wise to change pace... and maybe we'll meet again...

Conclusion:

I need to learn how to honestly express my concerns... but it's complicated.

PAST COMMENTS
Caitlin Calcagno
Did you write this? It was fabulously written.

Talking it with the person might be best if it's hurting you inside. Sometimes if you talk to someone about something that will hurt them, the pain will only be there for a little bit. It's better than you carrying the pain inside yourself.
March 11, 2008 at 2:53pm

Kiara Vann
Yeah I did write this and Thanks ^.^

I talked to him and it feels a bit better but... Well I'll be explaining in another note if you would like to read that lol
March 16, 2008 at 10:59pm