Addiction?

I've been playing a new game online called Gods War. It's free, It's an MMORPG, and I like it. Doing anything else while I play makes me lag. So that's PART of the reason I havn't been updating... The other part is I work too much. Finally have a job. It's nice. The third part is that when I'm not working I'm sleeping, playing the game, or TRYING to have a social life. But the final part in this is...

I was just in the hospital from Saturday, September 19th, 2009 until Friday, September 25th, 2009. I have Sickle Cell Anemia. My liver enlarged for the first time and hopefully the last. I'm tired. I missed a week of school AND work. I also woke up late today and missed my first class. I was 15 minutes late to the second class. I have to be at work working by 5pm today. Please... Let the weekend come back with a quickness.

Envious (Liar Liar)

"I'm still learning how much I hate many of the aspects of my life. I'm surprised I can be optimistic about it. I hate the fact that everything becomes a competition with you. A social one. For attention. In this particular situation set in this scene I always lose. That's why I notice it. You never notice when you're winnig. But it's ok. Because I'm never going to have anymore girl friends. So this should minimize the risk of this situation happening too often I suppose. Unless I continue to take you everywhere. This scene is the only one I can't be in without you. So this could be the only scene or at least one of two that I have to deal with you in. I love you and all. But I'm simply fucking tired of dealing with you and all of your bullshit."