Envious (Liar Liar)

"I'm still learning how much I hate many of the aspects of my life. I'm surprised I can be optimistic about it. I hate the fact that everything becomes a competition with you. A social one. For attention. In this particular situation set in this scene I always lose. That's why I notice it. You never notice when you're winnig. But it's ok. Because I'm never going to have anymore girl friends. So this should minimize the risk of this situation happening too often I suppose. Unless I continue to take you everywhere. This scene is the only one I can't be in without you. So this could be the only scene or at least one of two that I have to deal with you in. I love you and all. But I'm simply fucking tired of dealing with you and all of your bullshit."