Problematic

Oddly enough sweetly scented it begins
filling the room, calling for sin, the longing
for feeling within these walls.
Official is working unavailable, uncertain
While The Dream is unattainable,
certainly available, explain will power fortifying.
Irrational, but multiplying "Forgive me Father"
I'm repeating... Past Temptation is misleading,
curiousity is only inhibited by love.
© 2009

Artwork... Is nice

So I was searching around the web a bit... I think photography is beautiful. It was once a small hobby of mine... well more like one of those things you think sounds awesome so you attempt it and realize you are just absolutely no good at it... Regardless I enjoy viewing it and I'm sure I would love to be in it. I've been offered many times.

So if you ever have the time check this out: Innocent-Greed

A Story

Tell me it's ok to take four that I can
have more and not be that which I attempt to ignore.
Not a whore, but confused
after twelve you think I'd get things right.
Like get used to the use or get out of the cycle.

You would think I could think on my feet.
With my mind. Not my heart on my hourglassed time.
Kitten controlled insanity beholds a mystery and
proves the loss of free will making dollar bills seem
proper to offer...

Did I cut my morality? Trash my mentality?
One pure and untouched...
No limitations, set standards and break them, I am becoming
a problem. Clean as I am.. Getting dirty again...
© 2009

SWD

I had a good day, say "Happy Valentine's"
I got a boyfriend. He say he all mine.
Such a sweetie pie. Said "I wantchu all to myself"
Said I would share in his wealth if I appreciate it.
I ain't debate it graduated to educated guess.
I situated things so that my valentine was impressed
by my sweets. A surprise. Caught his eyes. My success.
We undress, and the rest, a sweet mess.
© 2009

And It Begins

May this never lay to rest.
Thoughts unleashed once again
in an attempt to recover from a downward spiral.
I aspire to desire nothing.
In the end hoping to have satisfied my
tears, the smile, the veins, under pressure
RELEASE

It is time.
© 2009