The Dragon Slave (Slayers)

Current mood: nostalgic
Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities

Darkness beyond twilight, crimson beyond blood that flows...
Buried in the stream of time is where your power grows.
I pledge myself to conquer all the foes who stand
before the mighty gift bestowed in my unworthy hand.
Let the fools who stand before me destroyed by the power you and I possess!
DRAGON SLAVE!!!

What I'm missing...

Current mood: creative
Category: Writing and Poetry


Did you ever really hate yourself like
you were prayin' to be someone else and
like your world was falling down
and no one was around to help you
when you pick up every shattered piece. When
everybody shuts their eyes and you
try to block out all the lies but it's
just too much to hold back and you
realize it's too hard to forget.

The camera only replicates reality
capturing a memory so few hold onto.
As we express our individuality
avoiding things every turn has put us through.
'Cause I can only go far as your eyes can see
as long as I know you've got your eyes on me.

Did you ever wonder why you're here?
Like you're wastin' life with every year
and you just can't seem to figure out
what all these books are talkin' 'bout.
When they take you off to far away places
meeting people with many different faces
and everything starts to turn upside down.
But you know that we're just fuckin' around again.

The camera only replicates reality
capturing a memory so few hold onto.
As we express our individuality
avoiding things every turn has put us through.
'Cause I can only go far as your eyes can see
as long as I know you've got your eyes on me.

As long as I can see you smile
whenever you walk by me in the hallway
where we used to chill until the bell
would take you away and I would have to leave.
But everyday you'd wisk me away.
But I can only go so far...

The camera only replicates reality
capturing a memory so few hold onto.
As we express our individuality
avoiding things every turn has put us through.
'Cause I can only go far as your eyes can see
can only go as far as you can take me maybe
I could go far as eternity if only you could take me.
As long as I know you've got your eyes
set upon a dream that takes you where you wanna be.
As long as I know you've got your eyes on me.
© 2006

Nate you don't understand

Current mood: enraged
Category: Life


That's like those white people on that show Black White. They didn't really see what it's like. They had no clue since when you're the one who is privilaged you don't really notice it. The girl sorta got a taste of it but she'll never fully understand because she is of the privilaged.

What I'm saying is you don't notice the differences because you can't experience what it's like to be a girl or be gay or bi or be of a different religion or race. All you know is what you experience as a white christian straight dude. It's easier to notice that you're being picked on when you see someone else being treated better than it is for the person being treated better to notice that someone else is being picked on because you're fine with the situation so you don't pay attention.

Here I'll give examples:

Girls - Yes we get in free at bars sometimes you may think we're getting treated better but think of why we do. More girls = more guys because guys want the girls. So you get in the club and woohoo we can score free drinks off a guy that buys them for us. Again it sounds like we get benifits but why do you buy the drinks? YOU WANT SEX! You're trying to convince us to fuck you. That's how it is. It's not fun. You think we have the power because you see us getting free stuff and you see guys chasing us but you don't understand that we only have power when we control sex. In the office you get paid more than me but I bet to hell I could get a raise if I fucked the boss. But it's not fair. It's like in order to be treated "equally" you basically say "Yeah we'll give you equal rights as long as you fuck us"

Black people (and other minorities) - I actually said that I don't think we should have black history month genius -_- so don't throw that shit at me. If they taught it regularly during normal American history class they wouldn't have to do that After all it IS AMERCAN HISTORY.

As for the whole religion thing. You don't hear anyone talking about many other religions in a good way. We get official days (where no one has to go to school) off for christian holidays and no others. People make fun of other peoples religions all the time rarely do they pick on christians it's usually the hindus and muslims sometimes jews too. "This country was started on the belief in God, so blah blah blah" No actually it was FOUNDED based on the belief in freedom of religion, speech, and freedom from a monarchy to gain independence. Because they wanted a government that didn't tell them how to live their lives every step of the way. That didn't tell them they had to be a certain religion and do things a certain way and that wouldn't kill them for saying anything negative about the way the government ran things. That's what this country was built on.

Now there are always exceptions to the rule so again I'm saying NOT ALL GUYS ARE ASSHOLES, NOT ALL CHRISTIANS ACT ALL HIGH AND MIGHTY, NOT ALL WHITE PEOPLE ARE RACISTS, NOT ALL STRAIGHT PEOPLE HATE GAYS. So stop saying "I'm all those things and I'm not mean to you" I didn't say you were! If you think I said any of that you completely missed my point. We might as well not even discuss this because just about everytime we talk about shit like this you piss me off. No offense you just don't understand. You havn't been through these things because you ARE the exact kind of person I'm complaining about. I mean sure you're not all upity and racist and shit I just mean you are a white guy who happens to be christian and straight. So you can't understand. Dude I'm black, I'm agnostic, and I'm a girl. I experience all three hardships. "Oh, I can't go out with you anymore I didn't know you weren't a christian" Plus I sorta get shit sometimes for having gay lesbian and bi friends. By the way it sure doesn't help your case when you say Nigga in your myspace name and Nigger in your comment. You know I hate that. It's rude. That's another thing WTF is wrong with you white people that you think the "N word" is so damn funny and cool to use?! You assholes! Black people shouldn't even say it! I DON'T WANNA HEAR THAT WORD FROM ANYONE AND EVERYTIME YOU SAY IT OR SOMEONE SAYS IT IN THE BACKGROUND I DON'T CARE WHO IT IS I'M HANGING UP. Concidering Cahill can't stop saying it and neither can Griffin and you say it randomly when they're around I will be hanging up alot huh? Oh, and fuck your periods and commas.

Racism (This is what I think)

Current mood: aggravated
Category: Life


Racism is there and I really don't care if you think it's unfair that there's no "White Pride Day". I think you're pathetic and I think you can forget it 'cause nobody's gonna make it. Dude who cares. You wanna bitch 'cause there's not an official day you can celebrate your whiteness? Fucking babies! Stop whinning!

I want you all to go through some shit that I've gone through that gay people, black people, minorities, women have gone through. A person who's never seen me before not even talked to me on the phone (we strictly chatted via AIM) stopped talking to me when they found out I was black. They used to say "I'm sure you're beautiful and smart and so awesome" then they found out I was black and guess what they said. "You stupid Nigger no wonder no on likes you"

People can switch just like that and you wanna know why there's black history month? Do we ever seriously learn about what anyone else did besides white males? "Oh yeah we do we talk about slavery all the time!" BULLSHIT! You hear about the same damn people! The only people they care to tell you about MLK and Malcom X. Woofreakinhoo! Oh, and harriet tubman if you're lucky. They always make MLK seem so perfect "Yeah he was a good black man" But oh malcom X was the devil. No he wasn't they twist shit too.

You wanna complain because 'You're suffering too' "Black people rob us and shoot us and steal our cars" "Women are lying, cheating, whores" "Asians are taking over the world" "Mexicans are coming and stealing our jobs" SHUT UP! You're being rediculous. White people went to Africa captured Black people and brought them to America to enslave them and now we're free and things are slowly getting better and you wanna complain?! Quit your bitchin' you wanna blame someone blame your ancestors for bringing us here. CUT THE CRAP!

Women were treated like shit for years you didn't let us do anything. No voting, no working outside of the house, all we're supposed to do is fuck you, bare your children, take care of them, clothe them, feed them, cook for you, clean the house, and do as you say. HELL NO so we stood up and here we are now. You wanna call us whores and sluts, hit us, treat us like your property, then expect us to take it. You can go out fuck 10 girls in one night and people are like dude you rock women go out and fuck 10 guys dude she's a slut WTF is that?! Guys are sluts too you go out hunting for sex! In fact that's usually the goal whenever you go hangout. Lookin' to score. Assholes.

Asians are taking over? Dude we raped the shit outa Korea, Vietnam, and Japan (China too I think). I think we owe a little something. Mexicans dude they obviously don't like mexico. You visit you think "Hey it's ok" but you know what? You're on vacation! You don't have to stay there! You getta come back here and be "free" and live a nice fluff life compared to them. Besides while you're there you're staying at a fucking nice ass hotel with a spa and shit by the beach "Oh it's nice" you havn't seen the real city! They just wanna have the chances we have. As far as stealing jobs most of those jobs you weren't willing to do so without them they won't get done now will they?

Man I'm sick of this "Where's my White Protestant Heterosexual Male Pride Day?" White people do have it easier sometimes I'm not saying all white people live glam lives but it is easier to be white. There are some black families more well off than white families sure but in a general sense. It's easier to be a guy, it's easier to be straight, and it's easier to be a christian. Guys usually getta stay out later they get more privileges they're treated with more respect. Straight people are treated with way more respect than anyone of a different sexual orientation. Christians are treated better too. All the presidents. Male, White, Dunno about straight 'cause there is a possibility they were in the closet... all were christian protestants except JFK. The majority of the people in the government are white male protestant heterosexuals.

STOP COMPLAINING. You fucking run the country! What more do you want?! Greedy bastards! I don't think we should need affirmative action or black history month or gay pride parades or womens right rallies. We should just be equal. But it's not working out that way. Your bitching is one thing making it worse. So shut up. No one wants to hear it and no one cares. Sit the fuck down in a little corner, put your thumb in your mouth, rock back and forth, and cry like the baby you are.

PAST COMMENTS
I don't think guys have it easier now, except during puberty... but that's natural anyway. Guy's aren't treated with more respect. Guy's worship girl's, even if it's just because they have a pussy (not me by the way), we still love women, unless they're gay, but that's a hole other story. I couldn't understand alot of cuz there's alot of places where there's no period or commas. Black people did go through shit, but I don't think they quite need a month where we learn about practicaly the same thing every year. Everyone knows they went through slavery. If anything or anyone preffers any race over another, or any sex over another, I haven't seen it recently. Gay stuff, I have seen, and even though it grosses me out, I feel bad for them. Christians, I don't even know where that came from. They don't. There the same as everyone else, unless their fruity "try to be perfect" Christians, who piss me off by the way. I'm Christian, there's been no disrespect, but no respect, so I don't get it. I sorta feel weird commenting about my opinion because I happen to me and white male Christian. So basically, women are Gods, if you treat yours like shit, or one that's not yours, then you are not a man. I'd propably have for of a opinion on gay people if I was gay or bi... but if I was bi I'd fit in pretty well at Ypsi high... I love racist jokes, I won't lie, but not because I say "Heh, that's one stupid nigger!" but because I see them as any other joke. I'll admit, and Cahill will too,sometimes when I'm walking to his house or something, I'll notice that there's a black like 17 year old walking down the street, and there's a thoughtlike he might mug me, cuz it's happened before, but the way they dress is intimidating, and that little walk. Well, Mexicans and Asians, I don't have anything to say about, not because I don't like them, I just... duh. Christians are treated like anyone from any other religion, except from people that are Christian too. That's how it is with every religion though. This country was started on the belief in God, so there is more Christians that Hindus becuase of that. I don't know. Hey look, I just did a whole comment about a serious subject without being stupid! Call me :)

Posted by NATE ZUELLIG on Monday, July 24, 2006 - 11:21 AM

Movies

Current mood: discontent
Category: Life


I hate cookie cutter movies... (Maybe that's why I like horror...) Every fucking movie turns out perfect. The girl gets the guy (or the otherway around) and the evil bitch gets what she (or he) desirves. Everyone is happy. Fucking perfect ending. LIFE IS NOT LIKE THAT! And I hate it... I hate how movies lie. I hate how TV lies. In horror people die there's sad shit some people make it... or not and well it's sweet! But no I got stuck watching read it and weep which was a good movie but it was still a lie. Oh and I also hate Sweet Sixteen on MTV. Fucking brats. MADE sucks too. I loved it and wanted to be on it so bad. I thought it could change my life and maybe I'd have more fun in life. Until they came to my school and picked Dylan Wood. Sure I dunno him personally and I'm sure he's a nice guy, but I still can't believe this. That evil twit found the application that got him on the show already filled out! Everyone knows it... It's not that I don't like him it's just I feel it's unfair that so many people who actually wanted it missed out... I wanted to do something so I'd be good at something for once. Where is my passion? Where's my one natural talent? I just wanted to figure it out. I dunno how and I thought it would help since that's what the show is for. Fuck MTV. Fuck lies. I give up.

Sexin' Up the Neighborhood

Current mood: amused
Category: Writing and Poetry

Bitches hate me
'cause their boyfriends suck my dick,
but they're just jealous
they ain't chokin' on my shit.
I spit hot fire baby
burnin out my ass.
Your dookie sparkles
when you shoot up on my gas.

Fuck fuck fuck a duck
Screw a kangaroo.
I sucked your mommas cock last night
and fucked your daddy too.
I'm sexin' up the neighborhood.
I know you'll want it most
when I fuck your sister in the ear
and cum between her toes.

Bitches hate me
'cause I make their mom go gay,
but they're just trippin'
because "No means no! Ok?!"
Don't tell me you don't
want a gerbal up your ass!
Your sister's tits are great
"Come give grandpa a flash"

"Fi' dolla fo' sucky sucky"
Know you want it bad.
That dildo in your eyesocket's
the best you ever had.
Bitch I'm sexin' up the neighborhood
who says that this is wrong?
Just ask your little brother
he likes wearing mommies thongs.

My dookie tastes like chocolate gramma
go on have a taste!
Oh sorry that shits toxic bitch.
Don't let it go to waste!
My bum is on your lips
so kiss it bitch! Ain't got all day!
I'd eat your uncles pussy but
I think that makes me gay...

Sexin' up the neighborhood
Fucked your gerbal hard and good.
Your pet goldfish needs surgery
'cause you know you're fucked up
when you're gettin' wit me!
And that's why bitchs hate me.
All you bitches hate me.
Fuckin' bitches hate me
'cause their boyfriends suck dick!

Bitches hate me
'cause my pussy is the shit.
What, you thought I had a dick?
Oh man you're fuckin' sick!
I'm sippin on some siz-erp
While nate's shavin' his ears
and Diane's on the phone with Cahill
cryin' emo tears 'cause she's poor,
fuckin' whore. Huntin' steve lookin' ta score.
But she'll never get his semen
and she'll never stop her peein'.

I mean pissin' fuckin' moanin'
got me groanin' on the phone an'
I can't take her anymore.
Wanna beat 'er to the floor.
Beat her ass to the white meat.
Grey matter on my feet.
Fuckin' wanna fight see?
That's why bitches just don't like me.

'Cause I'm sexin' up the neighborhood baby.
When your girl is actin' just a little shady
won'tcha come over and treat me like a lady.
I bet I could be your one and only maybe.
'Cause I'm sexin' up the mother fuckin' neighbohood.
Beat that bitch to the curb like I told you I would.
When you listen to my lyrics you may think I'm fuckin' sick.
But you bitches are just jealous 'cause I've got your boyfriends dick!
© 2006