Happy Birthday (I Still Hate You)

Current mood: distressed
Category: Writing and Poetry


Sixteen candles on your magic cake.
How could I forget your special day?
This year I was gonna give it away,
but you broke me.

Sixteen candles light them all ablaze.
One last breathe before I blow you away.
Shedding tears and simply dreading today
because I hate you.

All you ever told me drifts into the past.
Didn't know forever went by so fast.
Happy birthday! I hope it's your last
because if you had never faked it
Maybe then I woulda made it
and I would've demonstrated
How much one girl could love.

Sixteen candles makes me wanna cry.
Every year I gotta dry my eyes.
One more tear a year for every lie
before you broke me.

Sixteen candles yeah you made it far
and everyday you left another scar.
Threw it all away to get where you are
so now I hate you.

All you ever told me drifts into the past.
Didn't know ferever went by so fast.
Happy birthday! I hope it's your last
because if you had never faked it
Maybe then I woulda made it
and I would've demonstrated
How much one girl could love.

Sixteen candles all burning bright
Can't remember what happened on that fateful night
Never is forever when you lose a fight
But you threw it all away just to say good bye

Sixteen candles oh oh
Sixteen candles baby baby
Sixteen candles bury me in flames
every candle counts in everyway it's not the same.

All you ever told me drifts into the past.
Didn't know ferever went by so fast.
Happy birthday! I hope it's your last
because if you had never faked it
Maybe then I woulda made it
and I would've demonstrated
How much one girl could love.
© 2006

OMFG!!!!

Current mood: ecstatic
Category: Life


OMG! I was caller X! I made it! I won!

Ok well I won Burger King... but I won bitch! I WON!!!!! $10 Bitch! What now?!

I Orally Molest Lollipops

Current mood: creative
Category: Writing and Poetry


Verse 1:
I played a game...
...where everyone stayed the same
...where everyone knew my name
...and I was never the one to blame.

Verse 2:
I never knew...
...that it was never just me and you.
...that all your bullshit would put me through this.
...and nothing you ever told me was true.

Chorus:
I would've been the one you can't forget.
The one who you'll never regret.
I'd suck off every morning wood.
You know it'd feel so fucking good.
I guess I'll never understand
how you could choose your own right hand.
Until the day I make you stop
I orally molest lollipops.

Verse 3:
I sang a song...
...but everything all went wrong
...but maybe I waited too long
...and I guess I could wear a thong

I made you cum...
...I guess this means that I'm the one
...I guess we're having too much fun
...and this is just a rule of thumb

Chorus:
I would've been the one you can't forget.
The one who you'll never regret.
I'd suck off every morning wood.
You know it'd feel so fucking good.
I guess I'll never understand
how you could choose your own right hand.
Until the day I make you stop
I orally molest lollipops.

Bridge:
How many nights have I tried to remember
How many times did I think to forget
How many times did I suck on his member
How many nights has he played with my clit

I never thought it'd come to a time where
I would be trying to put on a lock.
If I had known that his brother was right there
I guess I wouldn't have grabbed for his cock.

Chorus:
I would've been the one you can't forget.
The one who you'll never regret.
I'd suck off every morning wood.
You know it'd feel so fucking good.
I guess I'll never understand
how you could choose your own right hand.
Until the day I make you stop
I orally molest lollipops.

Chorus:
I would've been the one you can't forget.
The one who you'll never regret.
I'd suck off every morning wood.
You know it'd feel so fucking good.
I guess I'll never understand
how you could choose your own right hand.
Until the day I make you stop
I orally molest lollipops.
© 2006

Enemies (Look and See)

Current mood: gloomy
Category: Writing and Poetry


Verse 1:
Look at the stars... I wish they'd shine for me.
If I could only see just where I'm meant to be.
Look at the stars... and maybe make a wish
on lips that taste delicious. Remember our first kiss?

Bridge:
Well I'm staring at the sky and watching memories run by
of our favorite past times together. Wishing it could last forever.
If you would open up your eyes and take away the clouds then maybe
we could see today again. Or maybe we will just be friends.

Chorus:
Enemies
I can't see what I'm doing here
wishing you would stay away from me.
Enemies
Look at me. I can't just wait around
wishing you would just come back to me.

Verse 2:
Look at the clouds... as they go passing by.
Just sit and wonder why and maybe stop and sigh.
Look at the clouds... watch shapes that slowly form.
How could I be so torn from tough that feel so warm?

Bridge:
Well I'm staring at the sky and watching memories run by
of our favorite past times together. Wishing it could last forever.
If you could see the stars tonight then you would feel it too
when I say only we can fix what's broken. I'm ready but I can't go without you.

Chorus:
Enemies
I can't see what I'm doing here
wishing you would stay away from me.
Enemies
Look at me. I can't just wait around
wishing you would just come back to me.

Final Bridge:
And I'd say the pain is real to me if you can feel it too...
I don't know where I'm going running far away from you.
If ever we should meet again I'd probably start a fight,
but I cannot remember what happened that night...
Just knowing you could bring me down this far is hard enough to take
when everything inside of me is trying hard to fake how much I care.

Chorus:
Enemies
I can't see what I'm doing here
wishing you would stay away from me.
Enemies
Look at me. I can't just wait around
wishing you would just come back to me.

Enemies
I can't see what I'm doing here
wishing you would stay away from me.
Enemies
Look at me. I can't just wait around
wishing you would just come back to me.
© 2006