Girl Her

Now maybe this is just too much,

but I want you to understand

that I've been longin' for your touch.

Boy, I just wanna hold your hand.

I'm feelin' all these shades of blue,

and maybe bits of green and red.

Try not to think of her and you,

but I can't get it out my head.

Feels like if she was the one

with whom you spent a lot of time,

then maybe she could be the one

that makes the sun in your world shine,

but she don't talk with you like her.

She can't walk with you like her.

No, she ain't built to be your her,

but she just wants to be your girl...

Don't want none of your money babe.

I just want a little time.

Just wanna make you happy boy.

I wanna make your heart all mine.

I can't promise to be perfect,

but I'll give it all I've got.

So, if I can make you stay a while

boy that'll mean a lot.

Feels like if she was the one

with whom you spent a lot of time,

then maybe she could be the one

that makes the sun in your world shine,

but she don't talk with you like her.

She can't walk with you like her.

No, she ain't built to be your her,

but she just wants to be your girl...

© 2010

The Show

I once knew a woman who had a disease.

Yeah, I once knew a woman that could make your heart freeze.

Now, she's no supermodel and she ain't no débutante,

but one reason or another she might be the one you want.

If you're lookin' for some lovin' and somebody who cares,

well I'm sorry friend to tell you this, but you better look elsewhere.

Though, if you're lookin' for a good time and it's only for the night,

then my friend I'll tell you somethin'. She is sure to treat you right

When she says dance puppet dance,

you better be quick to obey,

because she'll be damned if you're not good enough

to get a role in her play.

Yeah, she said dance puppet dance,

but if you're quick to refuse,

then you're one lucky son of a gun,

and in the end it's a good life to choose.

Now, this woman had a few good men wrapped up in her spell,

and I certainly can tell you that they didn't fair too well.

Some have managed eventually to sever all their ties,

but the two stars of the show waited too late to realize.

One said "Baby will you marry me?" and she was quick to reply

"Yes, but what he doesn't know won't hurt about my army of other guys"

Yet another was kept on the sidelines and that's the only place he'll ever be.

She stole his heart, trapped it in lies, and took his virginity.

Now, I must say in the end we all pay.

The truth is alive and it shines it's light each day.

But once the puppets saw their strings

it was far too late for justice to sing,

cause now the act is over and the credits roll.

The ending now has taken toll.

And she said dance puppet dance,

he was quick to obey,

but I'm sorry to disappoint you when I don't come to the play

because she said dance puppet dance.

I was quick to refuse

because in the end both the puppets and their master are sure to lose.

So I've cut my strings,

but I cant set you free.

Just dance puppet dance.

There's no room for you in me.

© 2010

Define

I have a "Twin". We're like parallel in the same world. She writes:
"I'm not skinny. My hair doesn't fall down to my waste, my eyes are dark not light, my skin isn't flawless, I prefer ties and a fitted cap over skirts, a bible instead of urban literature, Naruto rather than The Boondocks; does this make me not beautiful? No, I think it makes me...well, me. *shrugs*"
-Bx

So I respond:
I'm not curvaceous. My hair doesn't flow long and straight, my eyes appear black as night, my skin is not fair, I prefer big hoodies and jeans over things I'm required to wear, a game controller instead of anything prada, Food Network rather than MTV or BET; does that make me less of a woman? No, I think it makes me...well, me.
::Shrug::
-The Breeze

:D Love you twin

GOI

Accept that things are changing.

Your life is rearranging.

I know it's not the same,

but you know who's to blame.

Just accept that things are different.

It's just life. You may not miss it,

but the years continue going by

and there's no slowing down until we die.

© 2010

Justice

I called out a warning,

and everyone ignored me,

but everything's alright now.

Yeah, we can see the light now.

You may think it's too bright.

You can't hide in the light,

and it's no longer night now.

We see you.

© 2010

Mixed Up

I'm not... feeling so good.

Very emotionally unstable today.

I feel like I need to feel needed.

Lonely. I'm lonely.

I don't understand....

I'm happy. I think. Well I was.

I like being with him, but its so uncertain all the time.

He's never fully mine. I don't like sharing.

I hear news of someone.

I've been attracted to them before.

They are attracted to someone. Else.

Some one I know.

My deal is this. Shouldn't I just be happy with him? Not worrying about them, but he's so uncertain. He's not a sure thing and never fully mine.... and if he doesn't stick around. They will only drive me off the wall.

My Cosmic Profile (Tarot.com...Interesting)

My Cosmic Profile

Your Sun Sign: Taurus Sun 26° Taurus 19'

Element: Earth Key Planet: Venus You aren't necessarily like a Bull in a ring with a toreador. You could be more like peace-loving Ferdinand, seeking the gentle meadows filled with flowers, sunshine and natural beauty. It's only your stubbornness that can make you angry enough to charge at someone who is disturbing your peace. You Bulls are noted for your determination. You get to where you are going, not because you are exceptionally fast or clever, but because you will not be distracted from your goals. Motto: "Take care of the senses and everything else will take care of itself.” Greatest Strength: Your sensible outlook on life Possible Weakness: Accepting less than you can achieve

Your Moon Sign: Libra Moon 17° Libra 08'

Element: Air Key Planet: Venus Motto: "I'll compromise my needs to fulfill yours." Greatest Strength: Being objective about your emotions Possible Weakness: Avoiding emotional commitment The Moon in a mental air sign like Libra tends to bring objectivity to the mysterious world of emotions. This can give you a clarity about feelings that keeps you from getting swallowed up in them… but it can also make it harder to tune into your own needs. You're so conditioned to making others feel at ease that you may not deal with what's going on inside of yourself, especially if you can't put it into words. The peace and harmony that you desire is very positive as long as you're not stifling yourself to achieve it. Fairness is not just something you give to others… it's something that you need for yourself to have the kind of relationships that you want.

Your Rising Sign: Aquarius Ascendant 11° Aquarius 06'

Element: Air Key Planet: Uranus Motto: "I'm friendly, but not really like to rest of you." Greatest Strength: Understanding what's best for the group Possible Weakness: People don't see your passion Aquarius Rising gives you an open-minded outlook on life. You're not one to get stuck with traditions that don't make sense to you. That's because you're an original, a person who's looking to make her or his own mark rather than following in anyone else's footsteps. And no matter how strong your feelings are, you tend to use your mind to help you back up and see things from a broad perspective. So you tend to look cool, maybe a little detached, even when you're steaming inside. There's a friendly way you have about you that makes you very likable. But when it comes to matters of principle, you're capable of digging in your heels and stubbornly standing up for your beliefs.

Your Chinese Sign: The Snake

Mantra: My inner wisdom will save me. The intelligent Snake calculates outcomes ahead of time. Snakes are born organizers and know well how to use their talents of discretion, discernment and intuition. Kind and considerate, they remain quiet in company. But under this silent demeanor can be a stubborn and suspicious person that doesn't like pain or failure. The Snake has the ability to see beyond appearances to something deeper. Using these talents, the Snake is capable of creating his own reality practically and gracefully.

Your Tarot Card:

The Emperor

Motto: May you be master of your realm.
Prime Number: 4
Power Planet: Mars

General Card Meaning

In the most practical terms, what has traditionally been called the Emperor card represents the highest leadership, a head of state or the most exemplary and powerful person in the realm. This archetypal ruler is responsible for the positive working out of affairs of a society or community, which are directly proportional to his well being and happiness.

The more enlightenment and cosmic perspective this energy brings, the better life is for all. The Emperor archetype masters the world of matter and physical manifestation. When you apply this card to your situation, acknowledge your potentials for mastery. Reinforce a sense of sovereignty within yourself, despite any self-limiting beliefs, habits or appearances to the contrary.

Your Celtic Tree:

Hawthorn Tree

Celtic touchstones for Hawthorn:

Color: Purple
Gemstone: Topaz
Flower: Clover
Animal: Bee, Owl
Celestial Body: Vulcan

Star Struck

I am very disappointed in people these days. How can you tell me that models and movie stars are real beauty and then continue to sit there with a straight face? They are MADE that way. Even without airbrushing. Perfect lighting and the highest end of professionals making their clothes doing their make up their nails and their hair. If I have all of that at my disposal I better look good. They're real people living a life that is unrealistic to ever think that even half of the people in the world could make it to, and they are certainly not real beauty.

What happened to loving natural beauty. I'm not saying there's anything wrong with getting dolled up. I like to do it, but I'm not putting on my face daily. I can be seen without make up and be just fine. You've seen those "Celebrity leak photo's NO MAKE UP ZOMG" and most of them look horrible... But those are the women you lust after.

Learn to love someone "average" and down to earth because that's where you'll find true beauty. Not in Hollywood. I also think that movie stars should stick to their own at this point. Your lifestyle becomes too much for people to keep up with. Take Shia Labeouf. Asked out some random girl he met who won some contest to interview him. Seriously? It's nice that you want to be the guy who doesn't let his status get to you and would date anyone, but come on. I feel like Celebrities live in this big perfect little bubble, and we're all banging on the outside of it waiting for it to let us in. BEGGING for it to let us in so that we can be special too, and the only way for that to happen is if someone in the bubble reaches out and grabs your hand and pulls you in.

Why can't we just make our world outside the bubble the life of the party? Enjoy what you have and stop giving them so much attention and eventually some of them will get sick of being stuck in that bubble and they'll pop their way out.

Modus Operandi

Every girl in the world has killed every mans heart,

and I'm left here to pick up the pieces.

And so every man has then torn me apart,

and then left me to pick up the pieces.

No one trusts me to be different,

I'm a woman, I'm the same, I'm another pretty face,

just another one to blame.

I'm not any sort of special, nothing new,

not worth the fight.

Just a candle on your alter, hardly even worth the light.

But I'm Rotting on the Inside, Fading on the Out...

And you're another can of fuel to the flame...

Now I've got a voice again... You say "Another lesson learned", but

I've learned nothing more today than to let my pages burn.

It's time to scream and shout again.

Time to let it out again.

Crying, sobbing silently

until I see a light again.

© 2010

She Over Me

I used to be a lot of things.

These things you never knew.

I think that I'm still new.

I thought that I knew you.

The used to be that once was me

was changed because of you.

Because you never noticed.

And still you never knew.

© 2010

Muse No More

I used to be a big dreamer...
I used to write my heart out, but now I choke,
cough, and watch it fall away.
I know I'm bursting with ideas, but
the inspiration is dead inside me.
Pass the Phoenix Down...

© 2010