I just realised the flaw in what I've stated.

It's hard to be yourself when you're insecure huh?

Don't get me wrong I still do it. I just regret it sometimes...

So let's see... We're all insecure to some extent correct? I think we shoud work on that. It's hard to be yourself when you're not happy with who you are. We lack confidence sometimes.

For example:
I feel that I constantly surround myself with people hat I consider to be more attractive than me. That's not good. Because it is making me look around and wish I could amount to the same which puts me down. I need to be more confident in general. Confident people are more attractive in general because people don't want to deal with others who are constantly putting themselves down and worriying and feeling bad about themselves. You have to feel beautifu and now you are and believe you are before you can convice someone else of the same. Remember that.


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Mana Perry
you look better than me. and you are very hot. and confident. and if you arent you hide it very well.
April 23, 2007 at 7:50pm

Sai Pavani मारतामबाढि
amen to that... and yes u are beautiful... i can relate cuz i find myself feeling that way too
April 24, 2007 at 11:45pm

Is it dangerous or are we just paranoid and weak minded?

To be open leave your vulerable I suppose. However, honestly would you rather hide? Possibly even lie to yourself nd the people around you so that you're not "Over exposed?"

We hide things that we can't even help.
"I sleep with a night light because I'm really afraid of the dark"

Things that we can't control that are WAY embarassing.
"I pee'd in the bed even all through college"

Even things we're ashamed of that arn't at all our faults...
"I was raped..."

Why are we so afraid? Why? I mean really if you want to know it's our fault people are afraind.. Why can't we except people? It's not their fault. If something happened to them or if they have a problem... we should help.

Don't point a finger.
Don't laugh.
Don't blame them.
Don't spread rumors.
Don't ridicul them.
Don't make it worse....

STOP BEING AFRAID

I understand there will always be someone out there to point and laugh at you, but who cares about them? Be YOURSELF. Stop pretending, and hiding, and covering up, and lying, and cheating, and scheming, and falsy presenting yorself to the world. I bet the people closest to you don't even know the real you. OR at least not all of you. Why keep a dirty little secret when you can be free from worrying who will find out. No one can have anything to hold against you if every knows it all. It's YOU. So stop being ashamed and be just that.


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Hope Kim
amen!!!!!!!
April 20, 2007 at 3:16pm

Mike Beech
This is how I live my life. Thank you very much.
April 21, 2007 at 1:41am

She's not that pretty....

She's not..
She's not that pretty...
When did you first look in the mirror and all you could see were your flaws?
I fucking hate growing up. You learn to care about unimportant bullshit. People judge you on that bullshit. This is the part where you really died. When you fucking grew up. We fucking opened our eyes and by then though we realized it was better living blindly... it was far too late to close them shut.

What do you do to hide?
Where do you go? What do you say?
I like to look at the people... those people that I feel are getting what I want... Those that I consider to be thieves... taking that which I feel belongs to me and making it their own.... I look at them... I look at everything that I think makes them somehow better than me.... I try to figure out what it is they have that I don't... I try to understand and I just fucking can't. They're not better than me. YOU are NOT fucking better than ME!

So then why?
What the hell makes them so damn special?
Nothing... I see nothing.... Which only angers me more. So instead I point out any flaw of theirs I can find. I think it to myself often feeling rather pathetic. Why am I insecure? I have to end this ridiculous feeling. So maybe in order to revert... I should gouge my eyes out and be blind once more.