Definition of "Taking a Break"

There's never a good time to say these words. When you've found someone who is obviously head over heels, kiss your feet, worship the ground you walk on, enjoy the smell of your hair even if you havn't washed it let alone showered for three days, in love with you. Just what in hell do you do when you don't know how YOU feel? Are we unsure if what we want in life? Yes. Yes we are.

Who am I to say what I want in life at 18? I mean if there are people this young out there who already know then good for them, but I think at 18 I'm entitled to my confusion. For me myself 18 is too young to say forever. Exactly when is it a good time to move on? How can I just up and leave someone I care about? It's never easy to hurt the ones you love, and there's no such thing as letting them down easy. It's always a dent in the ground sort of thud. The simple fact of the matter is we need to decide what we want and we can't do that when we're tied down to one option now can we? But there's the issue of letting go...

What happens when you untie the knot? What if they float away and you can't get another balloon? Well now you're screwed because everyone else has a fucking balloon and you just realised you shoulda never let go the one you had 'cause it was all shiny and blue and you didn't know how pretty a shade of blue it was until you let it go off into the atmosphere, blend in with the sky, and find a nice cloud that probably treats him well and looks better than you do.

If I really think about it... I need to go find a nice cloud before he sucks out all of my helium... or maybe it's I who sucks the helium because I'm deffinetly going insane here.