Wo Ai Ni

I never thought I'd have to come back to the part where I forgot how to love someone... The problem is this.

How do you love someone you're not sure how to love? How can you love someone you're not sure will return the feeling? Is love so different from hate? Love... is obsession? In a way... But really How do you love someone that doesn't want to be loved?

I guess the answer is you don't... But how can you just stop loving them? How do you know it is love? How do you know it is not longing? Well it is longing. But lovve sounds nicer. Maybe Love is the hope of what can break out? By saying it's love maybe it will become love. But that doesn't help the person that doesn't want it. Or what if you don't want it but it's happening....

I forgot... I forgot how to feel.
I don't know how I feel about anyone.
I have guesses and these guesses are not helpful in any way.
I'm confused and I can tell just be reading over this entry. I have no clue what I'm trying to say...