Insensitive

Something is wrong with me...

I have to be some kind of fucked up to be able to watch a woman be chased around by a serial killer who wants her baby... and be angry at her for being too much of an idiot to properly defend herself... and not much care that she gets her stomach cut open with scissors starting at her belly button and the woman takes her baby while she lays dead and gutted on the stairs...

At least I cringed for that part...

I watched two women get chased and hunted down... made fun of them for being idiots... and laughed while they died. Anyone seen Wolf Creek (Australian Horror)?

Granted these are just movies and the people did not really die. They're actors/actresses... But is it not wrong? What would I have done if it had been a real documentation found by someone and these things had really happened to these people? Would I still be allowed to laugh? Would I laugh? Money says I just might...

So am I wrong?

Am I wrong for thinking that given the thought that this is real I would be only angry that these woman are too fucking dumb to save themselves? Not caring that they got killed? Is it wrong that I laughed at the woman getting creamed by the buss in Final Destination? Or the lady throwing herself infront of a moving train in Hostel? Even the man commiting suicide at the very beginning of The Grudge made me giggle.

Why is death funny?

Am I being immature or am I just an asshole? Sadistic and twisted? Just plain bitchy? Whatever.... The bitch dropped the gun she found down a well. She pushed her car into a crater and didn't think to push the scary guys car in with hers. She shot him once and hit him in the back with the gun once she couldn't figure outhow to shoot it a second time.

First of all hit him in the fucking head. Bash his fucking head in if you're gonna beat him... He was way too big ad fucking fat fo the one hit in his back to really fuck him up. She missed and only shot his neck and only grazing the side. She knocked him out but he didn't die. She could have grabbed a different gun he had an arsenal right there in the room she shot him in. Bullets and everything everywhere. He was unconscious. Fuck this guy up.

Lesson number two. Going back for your friends gets your ass killed with them. Fuck my friends. You gotta be damn important for me to not leave your ass once someone starts picking us off. I can think of three people that I might stay with and they're all men. This is because I want to have their babies. I'm sorry. Fuck my friends. Survival of the fucking fittest. I'm not in any shape to help anyone. I don't even weigh 120 pounds. I can't fight if you paid me. I've seen a shot gun before but never shot it. I havn't seen any other type of gun in person. I can't handle a weapon. How the fuck am I gonna save anyone? I could likely barely get my ass out of there. I'd have to have a damn good plan to help anyone else.

So you see my problem... Personally I think it's about time I became a self-centered prick. but still. Horror movies? Step it up people.