Current mood: 
scared
Category: Religion and Philosophy
It's quite perplexing in a way. I don't know how to feel. Somewhat indifferent yet sad, dejected, and alone. Almost as if I've given up on evrything I once thought was worth living for. What's the point of living if all we do is die? I'm not sure why I'm so afraid. will it really be that bad? I'm not ready to find out. Almost in tears can I face this fear that soon it will all be over? What's going to happen to me? Will I become nothing more than a memory soon to be forgotten? I don't want to be forgotten. If I must die let a trace of my existence remain upon this planet. Let me live. Let me live. Forever? Would it be so bad to live forever? My greatest fears. Dying and being alone. If I don't die everyone I ever knew will soon disappear and I will be alone... If I die I will be alone anyway... What if there is no heaven? No hell? I'd rather live on and suffer in hell than die and be left in nothingness. No heaven or hell, no after life, no reincarnation. What if there's nothing after death, and you're just gone? I can't sleep... Night terrors...
scaredCategory: Religion and Philosophy
It's quite perplexing in a way. I don't know how to feel. Somewhat indifferent yet sad, dejected, and alone. Almost as if I've given up on evrything I once thought was worth living for. What's the point of living if all we do is die? I'm not sure why I'm so afraid. will it really be that bad? I'm not ready to find out. Almost in tears can I face this fear that soon it will all be over? What's going to happen to me? Will I become nothing more than a memory soon to be forgotten? I don't want to be forgotten. If I must die let a trace of my existence remain upon this planet. Let me live. Let me live. Forever? Would it be so bad to live forever? My greatest fears. Dying and being alone. If I don't die everyone I ever knew will soon disappear and I will be alone... If I die I will be alone anyway... What if there is no heaven? No hell? I'd rather live on and suffer in hell than die and be left in nothingness. No heaven or hell, no after life, no reincarnation. What if there's nothing after death, and you're just gone? I can't sleep... Night terrors...
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