"Easier Said Than Done" (Number Three)

"Changing"

I show signs of depression?

I show signs of depression.

And I told my mom about my sex life.

I'm finally honest.

I've told you about how you've hurt me by shutting me out.

I won't tell you that you hurt me the more I read your writing.

Simply because I have grown to be attached to you... and I don't know why.

You won't read this. So you'll never know how I feel.

I left him... but he's in love with me? He says he is...

Why did I have to leave for him to realize?

But I did... and it's too late for now. But maybe later.

I'm done. I'm not doing this anymore.

I'm not doing all the work. I'm not selling myself short or out.

New rules.

YOU

Approach.

Initiate.

Talk and introduce.

Friendship.

Months.

Maybe years.

Affection.

First kiss.

Taking it slow.

The time is now.

I'm beginning once again.