Saturday, October 2, 2010

Dependent...

I know I am. I have depended on people all my life. I depend on my family to support me, which is normal for the most part, but I also have depended on other people to make even the most personal decisions in my life. I trusted all the wrong people, and I didn't have any sort of faith in myself to make the right decisions. I have made way too many mistakes because I never stuck to my own beliefs. I've never been a strong person... From a psychological stand point it has been said that people who are only children either learn to be independent far before their peers, or the direct opposite... Well you see where I lay. I'm afraid that I may not have the power to be strong, and to make the right choices... and that I will not end in the right place in life. And again the wrong out weigh the right. Not only do those who hurt others win out, but those who just tried to feel something, to be close to someone, who just wanted a friend, and who just needed support and love... those who care are trampled as they try to help those who never have cared for anything.

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