To answer your question... it's a race.

Basically I am attracted to... a few different people.

I like to keep my options open. What I mean by that is I am afraid... Focusing on one person runs a risk that they may not like me, and I'll lose time I could have been focusing on someone who does. This situation has occurred many times. Not only does it suck... I feel like shit every time if happens. Now I can't exactly tell who likes me and who doesn't. Therefore I pretty much ask wassup with anyone I might be interested in. I make friends. I am very flirtatious. I know what I want. I know what I'm doing. I'm just afraid. If you wanna grow a plant you can't only plant one seed because if that seed doesn't make it you're fucked.

It pisses me off when people interfere with what I'm doing. You know what the fuck I'm doing and I don't need you to point it out. Just leave me the hell alone. Honestly I dunno what your problem is. Is it that I don't do it to you? Is it that I'm hogging attention? What? Just go the fuck away. Don't bug me when I'm chillin'.

This is how I do things. This is how I operate. Everyone knows this. It's not a secret. Get over it. It's my way of getting through this part of life. Whoever decides they wanna take a chance... whoever is the first one to speak up gets the gold. This is a race. I'm just cheering for everyone.


PAST COMMENTS
Mana Perry
you do know your last statement makes it so that "he" still has a chance in a way.
March 23, 2007 at 7:45am

Mike Beech
Reading this note is making me hungry...then again, what doesn't?Anyways, that's pretty open. Most people would just keeep their feelings to themselves. Good job.
March 23, 2007 at 8:07am

Aaron G
Yeah so I was tagged in this note......why
March 24, 2007 at 6:28pm

Diane Behnke
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March 25, 2007 at 4:43pm